I don't own this webtoon at all. All rights for the images go to the author but the belong to me. YES! I finally finished it. You can't imagine the countless struggles I went thru with this. I think my computer restarted itself at least 3 times while I was working on this, which means I had to re-do it every time, haa~
you've must be the most awesome person in the world. thank you <3
ReplyDeleteYou're welcome1 I'm just highly motivated I guess ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ
DeleteHaha, I'd already read your updates through feedly, But still come here for the comments
DeleteWait what!? Where is that? Can you link me to it?
DeleteThis is awful Jung is a normal child just a little bit introvert maybe but the problem is his father! He clearly has a mental issue I think... who would raise their child like that?! I mean with these words? Furthermore he's putting a lot of pressure on him and that since he was little..
ReplyDeleteOh and the Sul-Jung part was so cute.
DeleteI get a little confused when he talk to his mom because I don't clearly remember the story of his mom (she's always abroad?) for a long time I thought she was dead because of the scene when Jung has something his mom gave him and some guy wanted it and his father forced him to give it to the guy so he crashed it.
It's so sad he lied to Sul about his parents worrying about him... And he got the proof right away even his mom don't care about his health, everything is about behaving in society u_u
DeleteThat's why I don't want Sul to give up on him. She's the only one that can "save" him from all this sh*t.
DeleteHis dad indeed had a mental illness and Prof Baek cured him. That's why he took in In Ho and In Ha because he owed Prof Baek a lot.
DeleteI think it was explained two times that Jung's dad suffered from mental illness. Although his therapy is by suppressing his own feeling and channel it through weird ways like manipulating and controlling people ( like what he did to Jung). He thought himself as weird because of his mental illness. That's why he tried so- too hard to make Jung to be 'not weird'.
@Anindya Putri. Although never really stated I think his Dad suffered anger management issues. But Prof Baek certainly did not cure Jung's father, he was as messed up as always, he only learned how to dissimulate his anger. Dad wouldn't have messed up Jung's childhood to the point he did otherwise. Prof. Baek's treatment didn't actually helped him. As a psychologist/psychiatrist the way that old man handled Jung's case was utterly unprofessional, the only thing he did was to plant the seed of doubt in Jung's dad hed. That's why many of us are suspicious that he might have been a quack.
DeleteJung's dad thought the treatment helped him but it's obvious to the readers that it actually didn't. He didn't take the kids because he was grateful or out of kindness, he took them because he thought he could use them to fix Jung.
Dear god, and if things couldn't get any more twisted. The reason why JUNG is like this because he had to suppress his feelings at a very young age. The dad fucked up his son's life by telling him that he had to become a pushover and be polite to everyone in order for people to like him.
ReplyDeleteIf not, he's labeled as the weird one.
That is not how you raise a child. A child has emotions that they have to vent out properly and there are ways of them to vent. The dad is like,"NO DON'T DO THAT! Don't lash out so openly like that! Think of your image and the way people are affected by your actions."
No, if you just treated him like the boy that he is: he's introverted and wants to be alone along with the fact he has trouble socializing with others, is a recipe that you're parenting wrong.
And because he comes from a wealthy family who are running very successful company only complicates matters since "saving face" is more important than the feelings of emotions of a young child who's warped in how to socialize and how to treat others the same.
Jung has to hide his feelings in order for people to not be burdened by him. His father taught him to smile and fake being happy even when he wasn't. And it goes into his personal life too. He had to bottle up his feelings of being labeled weird and unusual by his OWN FATHER. He has to keep up an image of being a "perfect" son without worries and fears of his own. It's all kinds of fucked up.
Now, Jung is lashing out in ways that are very manipulative to the point of getting back at others in the worse ways possible. He can't properly show his feelings so he goes and manipulates people with their emotions or lives in the way that seems to be THEIR FAULT and not his. He hides the fact that he's so good at making puppets of people it's almost disturbing and at such a young age too.
He has almost no outlet for his feelings so he goes and lashes out in a very passive aggressive way. His father saw to it by telling Jung to stop having a will of his own and follow daddy's orders. Ironically enough, YOU DAD CREATED JUNG THE WAY HE IS NOW.
Jung feels like he's trapped with no way out and realises that everything is slowly falling into place. He doesn't want to be "weird" but everyone labels him like that anyway. It's sad that his own family doesn't care about his well being as a person, only a son who will run the company and keep his feelings in check.
And it's even more depressing to see that he had to LIE to his own girlfriend (who is rightly worried about him) that his family worries about him WHEN THEY OBVIOUSLY DON'T. LIKE WHAT?! Jung needs emotional support and his own family RUNS HIM THROUGH!
No wonder he cares so deeply about Sul. She hides her feelings well, but he only wants her happiness above everything. He hides his demons so Sul won't worry about him. She's offering emotional support but he builds a wall between them so he won't get hurt.
He wants Sul to know that she's not alone in all of this. It's so sweet and yet so sad that he can't do the same for himself.
preach! my yoojung sunbae T^T
DeleteUgh that last line. Shoots an arrow through my heart but you're absolutely right, it's so sad that Jung can't do that for himself. I just want to give him a tight hug, oh my poor baby!!
DeleteCan't forget Inho in this chapter. He's trying to be strong and independent, and he thinks that pushing Sul away makes him that way. Is he trying to convince himself or her?
ReplyDeleteIt's the father--it always has been. He's played the boys against one another, and he plants the seeds for Jung thinking of himself as pitiful and weird. That gets his defenses going and he builds the wall.
It's 1:30 a.m., and I HAVE to get some sleep. Okay, one more chapter. . . . .
ReplyDeleteThose of us who have found Niiik's blog are really lucky! BetweenNiiik's translations and Yuki's interpretations we are getting the best of the CIIT. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteHaha totally agree! Not only Niiik's translations are so good, but reading Yuki's and everyone's comments makes these blogs even more endearing.
DeleteI have to agree with both of you, I just found Cheese in the trap recently and I found this blog today and I'm really, really thankful for the translations and the great explanations I'm getting in the comments section. It also helps me a lot, as I just started to help doing the german translation of this webtoon. (starting with Episode 39) Just wanted to thank everybody for this great reading experience! :)
DeleteAwesome...thanx🤣 for update
ReplyDeleteThe girl who cried because her grandmother died...is that Sul? I remember during her flashback about holding her grandmother's hand and cried coz she was scared on how cold it is. Also i noticed in the last part of the flashback where lil Jung is sitting alone at the left side while at the right side there's a lil girl sleeping(?) Maybe i'm just reading into it too much hmm...
ReplyDeleteOk but did no one realise that the child sleeping on the bench b cat to just is Seol? Also the child hat prof Baek talked about when he said he saw a child suffering after her grandmas death or smh along those lines was about Seol?
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